She put her joy in shadow
because she didn’t think it was enough
to be loved.
So she followed her shoulds
and got serious
and did the right thing.
And she ached inside.
A grief took over.
She missed herself.
She longed for herself.
But having the joy felt unsafe,
That she would be considered dumb,
nothing to take seriously.
But she needed her.
She needed her to know
she is loved
And that she can come home now.
I see you. I know you. I am you.
I am here to guide you on your journey.
🌟Your Radiant Light Was Dimmed
You came into this world a bright light, here for a bigger purpose, to live a life of abundance, prosperity, joy, a successful, soul aligned business, a special and important soul here to shift the vibration of humanity. But because of your life circumstances and trauma, your light was dimmed and you had to hide to stay safe. You became shy, scared, co-dependent, physically unwell. You felt unworthy, became a good girl or boy to fit in and stay safe, felt powerless and terrified to be yourself. You couldn’t use your voice and tried to make everyone around you comfortable just to stay safe. Your light was dimmed.
🌟Co-dependency Sets in For Survival
To survive you became good, appropriate, pleasing and lost touch with your authenticity, radiance and unique magnificent soul gifts. You started to work hard and accomplish, strive, take control just to feel seen, enough and worthy. You learned to be quiet and make sure others felt good around you. You were the last to give yourself what you wanted. You didn’t even know how. You did everything you did to be loved because you didn’t know your light was lovable. You became even more unwell as you learned to hide behind what made you lovable, safe and enough dimming your light even more.
🌟Hiding Your Light Caused You Physical and Emotional Pain
At this point, life handed you panic attacks, anxiety, sickness, anger, unhealthy relationships, a deep need to hide away from the world that seemed like way too much and unsafe as it doesn’t understand a sensitive soul like you. You hid your emotions and your honesty. Life began to hand you many trials to let you know you were not living in alignment with your truth, yet you didn’t know this at the time so the light inside of you felt like it turned off as you were not living in alignment with your soul’s truth. You were pushing, hiding, inauthentic and constantly in fear. You were struggling to get by in survival mode.
🌟Desperation to Heal Gives You Nuggets of Hope
Things got so bad with anxiety, feeling unwell and living in total confusion as to how to keep life together that you were desperate to try anything to feel better and take you out of your emotional and physical pain. You tried western and eastern medicine, self help, being positive, visualization, yoga, certain diets, healers, meditation and the like. You realized that quick fixes didn’t work as temporary bandaids for an expansive spirit wishing to break free. You saw that life was handing you “space holders" to help you reflect and awaken to your own truth, your own knowing, your own greatness. On your exploration you found energy healing, emotional healing, your connection to your own divinity, god, magic, alternative healing, nature, the psychic arts, healing foods, acceptance, love, somatic healing, meditation, therapy and so much more of the unseen realms of magic that lead to your inner healing and expansion, and things started to improve. You had moments of your light coming back online. You felt refreshed and yourself again. Life was moving you in a new direction, but they were only in moments. So the search continued as you spent years knowing you found gold in this alternative path but you weren’t fully home within yourself yet. You didn’t know what was missing. You toggled between the opening and closing to your light because you weren’t sure what to trust and you didn’t know yet the power, gifts and magnificence that was in you. You were looking for solid ground in the external and life was pushing you to find solid ground in feeling safe, loved and accepted from within, as the most expanded, full, authentic expression of your soul made manifest.
🌟Metamorphosis Takes Hold as You Move into a Higher Version of You
You began to let go of who you thought you were, your defense mechanisms and wounds. You saw deeply all the places you had given your power away and were hiding to stay safe. You started to find an inner strength and sovereignty so you could stand on your own two feet. You felt your soul, you met your heart, you learned of god within you. You had to move from one way of being in the world, living in your brain, the physical, the patterns to help you stay safe, to a new, safer, happier, peaceful footing. Here you felt more open than ever, shining your light bit by bit in the world but still not fully sure of keep how to keep it open. You let go of your old career, old friends, old ways of being that were not in alignment with who you really were and you started finding what you liked, desired and wanted and began to manifest a new reality slowly into your world. You began to hear your inner wisdom and divine guidance speak. You were learning who you really were and had been all along.
🌟Recognition of Your Light Creates Healing
You started to realize you were a radiant beacon of light as life handed you a few synchronistic events to stand in your power, speak your truth and shine as the gift you came here to be. You took crazy risks, thought you were going insane but you started to listen internally to be guided in life and let go of external validation. Life looked messy and foreign but you kept going, resilient and brave you began to follow the path of your soul, of your light calling you back home. You gained a bit of success and attention sharing your spiritual gifts with the world and universe would send you signs that you were right on track. You knew you had a gift and your light was shining brighter but you needed some continued proof of the new, divine way.
🌟A Deep Knowing You are Here to Serve Creates Abundance
You were so strong in your new way, safe in your light, unapologetic in your truth, still human and working through your wounds as they came up, but felt evermore confident in sharing your gifts with the world. Your business grew, relationships strengthened, abundance came into your life, miracles happened. You experienced more love, more joy, more physical healing. You knew you had to risk it all and let go of your old ways of being. No more working hard, struggling, needing love ,attention, living in fear and control. You knew you had to be the love and stop trying to get the love. It was the only way. As you continued healing you knew there was no way back so you surrendered to truth and allowed yourself to dance, to feel, to be human, to love, accept and understand, you let yourself create from a feeling of love, taking heart aligned action, you lived from dreaming, wanting and desiring, you allowed yourself permission to be you and live your truth no matter the obstacles that came up in the way. You were on course, your light was beaming, you held strong in the inner knowing of your beauty and that just by being you and following the aligned actions arising within you, you were offing medicine to the world. You were the permission others needed to live the same way.
🌟Unconditional Light Gives You Solid Ground to Shine
You let go of the conditional life that pulled you all over the place and you planted your feet firmly on mama gaia and allowed unconditional inner states of being to rise within you and create your radiance and truth from the inside out. You were brave as hell. You felt alive again, joyful, you laughed again and your friendships were warm, you made love, kissed and allowed pleasure, your business began to thrive, you knew your worth, new opportunities came and life opened up to you because you opened up to you light. You were ok being uncomfortable because you knew beauty was on the other side of allowing all that you were.
🌟Radiance Renewed | Living in Flow as Light
You saw deeply that you as you, fully, radiant, authentic, is the gift. You went from dim to shining, hiding to bright, in your full radiance, speaking and sharing your authentic truth wherever you go and being the full expression of magnificent you came here to be. When you arrive at this point of your journey and your light on full beam, you begin to experience synchronicity, physical healing, prosperity, life unsticks itself and you feel flow, rich intimate relationships, energy, abundance in all ways and a successful, soul aligned business, one in which the sheer radiance of your light makes massive transformative impact on the planet and you can go to sleep at night knowing how much you matter and how amazing it his to be you and life your life. You have become a Master Light Activator within yourself and in in the lives of those you touch. You are full, valuable, rich, shining. On full beam for all the world to see, but not because of what you do, no. But because of who you are. That that was always enough all along. But now you live it. You are free.
Does this journey resonate with you? Where do you see yourself in my words? Where are you on this journey? I'd love to know.
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About the Author
Jamie Wozny is a passionate Spiritual Teacher who writes for souls who are curious about activating the principles of radiance, authenticity and magnificence within their own hearts. Her purpose is to help you awaken to your Soul's True Nature one article at a time.